Friday, January 18, 2019

2,751-3,000: What is it?

So I have particular reason to fuss over questions of human existence - starting with the mind and brain and stumbling out from there into life and matter and creation. [See Words 2,001-2,250 and 2,501-2,750.] What is consciousness? How did we get it? What about life itself? How did it arise? Does consciousness stake a place apart from other living things? Do living things themselves stand apart from non-life in the order of things? What is the order of things?

In readings I’ve toured the boneyard where eccentric men have left relics of their tangles with these questions: Szilard’s engine, Turing’s machine, Hofstadter’s loop, Searle’s room, Dennett’s pump. Creatures lurk there: a demon conjured by Maxwell; the unfortunates gathered by Sacks.

I have drawn certain conclusions. We evolved here. It is a marvel, but one of time and matter, not of divinity. And we do not, by being here, occupy anyplace separate from all things. There is no way that consciousness stands apart from other life, and no way the living stand apart from the rest of it.

This is no diminishment. It is a unity. We are one wonder among many, stitched into the fabric of this thing. Look back on that humble hexagon: there it is. [Words 2,251-2,500] Everywhere. One spun out of the clouds by freezing water, another on a turtle shell. Here a comb of them assembled by bees, there a tile of them sketched by Escher. A few drawn by Euclid himself. So what? Try and tell me which one is most amazing.

3,251-3,500 - Choices

Every body that gets a choice will make some bad ones. I cash my paychecks on this, but some days it's on parade. Today felt like a lon...